Gone Forever

The good times are gone, and all that I am left to do is mourn
I’ve never felt this lost while the time passes by,
as it tells me of what all love I’ve lost just to make me cry.
I live in a world now, where i mean nothing to the people i meet
and to those whom I meant something, are far away in the sky
leaving me as nothing but a deadbeat.
Even these words I slept and woke up with, are no longer mine
these thoughts that I scribble, they think, are no longer divine.
even with my eyes closed, to me, all my regrets and and guilts are exposed.
“I am wrong, I am wrong”, this is all
I’ve known about me, all lifelong.
And these things ain’t ever going to change
so as long, as long, you, my beloved are gone.